25 July 2009

wahai gadis solehah.....

Wahai Gadis Solehah..
Dari Jauh Ku Melihat Gerak Gerimu..
Tunduk Memandang Bumi..
Terselindung Di sebalik Hijabmu..
Wajah Yang Penuh Nur..
Yang Sentiasa Mengingati Mati..
Yang Mencintai Allah Dan Rasul..
Yang Takut Azab Allah..
Kau Ibarat Permata Berharga..
Digilap, Dibalut, Dan Disimpan Rapi..

Wahai Gadis Solehah..
Jauh Di sudut Hatiku..
Aku Bangga Dengan Imanmu..
Taqwamu, Akahlakmu, Amalanmu..
Jua Perjuanganmu Menegakkan..
Kesucian syariat yang telah ditetapkan Allah..

Sesungguhnya kejadianmu terlalu indah tercipta daripada tulang rusuk Adam yang bengkok untuk dilindungi dan disayangi, bukannya diciptakan daripada kepala untuk disanjungi dan dipuja, bukan pula diciptakan daripada kaki untuk dipijak dan dijadikan hamba sahaya. Lantaran daripada keindahan ciptaanmu itu, kau umpama sekuntum bunga yang mana harum aromamu bisa menarik perhatian sang kumbang untuk mendekatimu. Adakah semudah itu kau ingin menyerah diri pada sang kumbang?

im sorry....


its been long time i've not been updating my blog.. and now i have the mood to update... just wanna pour out everything... not everything i think.. :)

All this while i've been thingking that i cant attract them because im not pretty.. and what so ever.. and tat's LAME!.. haha... and of course waktu zaman budak2 dulu kan??.. always think like that... :p

but now... it turn to be like vice versa ... im friendly.. and i treat u guyz just like my girlfriends... but y... y u have the feelings towards me?.. i've told u earlier im not interested in any serious relationship.. im not ready~ please do understand me... could u?.. i dont wanna be a heartbreaker.. and i dun wanna give hopes... please treat me as ur friend just like the others...

please dont ask me y im single?.. i am really enjoy being single right now.. i've thrown away the key of my heart, and i believe one day i will meet that someone who really appreaciate me for who i am.. and will guide me towards mardhatillah... and one day if i meet him... i want him to know that, i will love him with all my heart.. i don wanna give my love easily... and i promise to be a good wife... isteri solehah insyaAllah...

for now... im trying hard to be the best! kalau inginkan suami soleh, kite juge perlu solehah... :) Semoga dipermudahkan olehNya...

hmm... i need to think about my future... kadang2 kite perlu sendirian utk memikirkan ape yang kita nak pada 10 tahun akan datang?... i need to think about the community when i come back to Singapore...what i can do for them? what i can contribute to them?... its my responsibility... O Allah.. guide me.. show me the right way.. show me the right path...

Till here... i need some rest~


10 July 2009

Allah knows... Allah knows

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember,
no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows

And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows


When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows


Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have, And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

07 July 2009



Ahaa... wahh... been missing for a week?... i guess.. hehe.. im too busy handling my fren's certificate.. i went to Singapore Embassy in Egypt errr to be exact it is located in Dokki, Cairo.. and not forgetting i sent my laptop for service.. lets not talk about it.. but for sure.. alhamdulillah everything went very smoothly with HIS help... and thanx to those who accompany me to embassy, TOSHIBA branch, etc... hee.. thank you thank you thank you.... yesterday my beloved sis just went home................ to Singapore... Alhamdulillah she reached there in the morning..

Waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh... back home ... Alexandria... gosh.. im missing alex so muchh... eventhough im alone but im glad im home.. yahh.. in the end.. our home is the best place ever.. home sweet home... its been two days i've started my talaqqi with syeikh kamil and sheikh mahmud as syeikh Nabil is in holiday, so they replace their brother's position... im happy! y?.. *bacaan yang dayah rasa da betol selama ni rupenye ade lagi yang salah.. tapi dayah tak kesal, sbb peluang ini datang sekali.. jadi dayah nak haluskan lagi bacaan quran.. i bukan menjatuhkan semangat dayah malah membakar lagi semangat dayah utk terus.. dan terus memperbaiki kesalahan yang dayah da lakukan bile bace quran..*

اللهم ارحمنا بالقرآن، واجعله لنا إماما ونورا وهدى ورحمة، اللهم ذكرنا منهما نسينا وعلمنا منهما جهلنا وارزقنا تلاوته آنآء الليل وأطراف النهار، واجعله لنا حجة يارب العالمين...

i've made a promise to myself to be a good reciter of quran ... for myself and to be benefit to others too..insyaAllah..

*Wahai Tuhan kami, tiada suatu perkara itu mudah melainkan Engkau permudahkan ia bagi Kami, Ya Allah, Berikanlah kami pertunjukMu agar aku tidak tersesat dari landasan Mu, Tunjukkanlah Kami jalan yang Engkau Redhai agar kami sentiasa dalam lindungan Mu Ya Rahim.*

Just now, i went to Ma'murah for Cycling with Ulfa and Yana.... and it was fun! let the picture do the talking k?.. hehe..

Good night... Massalamah.

27 June 2009

gIrlS day Out!.... &&& tRanSfoRmer


Shall i begin with the pictures first...?? hmm... let the pictures do the talk aite...

serioUsly i cant believe this is me.. :p


ahaa..~~ baik punye crite k?.. a muSt watch movie..

fudruckerS.. enjoy the fOod sO muCh

the three of uS.. ni laa die anak2 yang ditinggalkan.. :p


sorry.. the pictures is inaccurate..


Tadaa~~ ok2 yesterday i went to carrefour with my dearies.. we watched transformer and that was really awesome!! cOol! and thanx to kak fadh for everyhting.. ehem.. i know.. u know but public dunno.. *hanya Allah saje yang dapat membalas kebaikan kak fadh.. *

Just finished video call with my beloved family.. hee~ *terubat rindu japz* .. Hmm.. nothing much to Post actually.. so, i better end now.. hee~ take care readers..



25 June 2009

home sweet home......


fuhhhh~~ at last im home! let me see... where should i start?.. ouhh... for the past 5 days i went to cairo to send my dearies alex babe's... Sabrina, Amira n kinah.. Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly.. and they arrived safely! Alhamdulillah.. Somehow.. i miss them badly.. i mean the alex babes of course.. nothing much to tell, coz im pretty lazy to go out coz im hot! haha... no laa.. cairo is soOoo hot babe!.. i cant take it... furthermore zeela and kak mah also going home.. they just reached Singapore yesterday.. So i spent most of the time at their homey.. Ouh ya.. i've joined this seminar pemahaman ilmu qiraat.. quite interesting and im eager to learn more.. I've met Ust Taufiq to register for my driving license.. Alhamdulillah everything going smoothly.. the "best" part is that i have to memorise all signals in arabic..!! grr.. one month from now..

So, now im in alexandria.. i've a date.. i mean dateS with the same person.. :p to be exact with my dearie kak fadh n kak zuzu.. hee.. ok2.. im straight ok?.. start with tonight.. will be going to romansa.. its a restaurant actually.. im hungry.. damn hungry..! tomorrow will be going out to carrefour.. im going to buy some stuff for myself etc.. chill out with my dearie... and have lots of fun! hee~

i've read my frens blog.. and she said tat she kept her bread pudding for me.. *dayah tuntut k?* i know she will be reading this ... haha.. im waiting for my donuts and erk... sushi.. haha.. :)

being responsible for so many things make me headache.. but if people trust you, u must prove to them tat u r capable to handle everything by urself.. and with Allah's will, and with HIS help.. i can do it.. i just have to believe in myself as im doing it all alone by myself.. So, i have to settle it one by one..

My beloved bro posted something regarding grandma health... she's been warded for... ermm.. i dunno for how many days.. and im sad coz i cant visit her.. *nenek, maafkan nurul, nurul dapat tgk gambar nenek je.. itupun sbb adik letak, kalau tak, nurul tak tau.. tapi nenek kuatkan semangat k? Nurul rindu kat nenek.. nenek rajin2 k makan ubat.. jage kesihatan.. biarpun kite jauh.. tapi doa nurul mengiringi nenek..tak lama lagi je nurul alik insyaAllah..* Ya Allah.. Kau berikan lah nikmat kesihatan pada nenek ku.. janganlah Engkau sakitinya.. Kau ampunkanlah dosa nenek ku.. Andai kesakitan ini menghapuskan dosa2 silam nenek ku.. aku gembira kerana terhapusnya dosa2nya di dunia ini.. kerana Engkau Maha Pengampun atas segala dosa hamba-hambaMu.. Aku pinta, Kau berikanlah kesihatan kepada nenek, tidak lupa juga Kau hilangkanlah kesedihan mak.. kerana aku tahu mak pasti sedih kala ini.. hanya kepada Engkau tempat aku memohon pertolongan..hanya doa yang dapat aku sampaikan dan Kau sampaikan rinduku dari jauh ini.. kerana Engkau lebih mengetahui hati2 kami.. Engkau mengetahui hatiku kala ini..*

i've just realized tat now we are in the month of rejab.. means another 2 months we are celebrating our fasting months and im patiently waiting for that month.. ramadhan karem!! ramadhan karem!! it will be my last year fasting in egypt.. and i've planned so many things for ramadhan.. i dont wanna miss a thing.. even a single thing during ramadhan.. i dun wanna take this oppurtunity for granted.. *Moga ramadhan kali ini membawa perubahan kepada diriku.. moga ia membuka lembaran baru dalam kehidupanku.. moga ia memberi sinar dalam meniti kehidupan ku yang mendatang..semoga aku bertemu pencarian ku.. semoga ramadhan kali ini memberi kemanisan pada ku..ya Allah.. berikanlah aku pertunjukmu.. *

ok.. till here..

i met this boy.. he's so handsome! his eyes.. masyaAllah!

seminar pemahaman ilmu qiraat

i wanna buy this baby heinz for my mum.. i am very sure she's gonna love this..

mar said: "kak dayah kalau rindu mar n fyda, dengar k ni.." n i do miss both of u dear.. music box!

i have to memorize this okay!~


tau tak ni ape?.. ni name nye kentang.. hanya orang bertuah je jumpe shape ni..

hee.. u should know laa y im posting this picture.. "AL-HAMRA in arabic"

my last day in Azhar insyaAllah..